Everyday of my life I also strive to leave an inspirational mark rather than a repulsive mark for the reason that:
To cut a long story short after the church service God spoke to me and asked me what mark will I leave behind when I die? Will it bee an inspirational mark or a repulsive mark? How are you living your life now? Are living being faithful or being full of deceit?
To conclude what God is saying:
Whatever life a person may be striving to live the fruits of that live will be exposed for everyone to see!
Luke 8:17 For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be known or brought out into the open.