Sometimes it does not mean that a person is revolted by them choosing to be alive even though he/she faces great diffulties. Am I not revolted? I deeply yearn to be the child I was before I was involved in a car accident. However, others may think that I am not revolted. I could have chosen to kill myself yesterday as I woke with disabilities that I was not born with. I chose not to do this because I do not want to give in, I AM REVOLTED FOR CHANGE.