Mamma, I write this with tears rolling down my face. Family is no longer with me, those whom I thought I loved dearly and did the same to me in return. At least I have your daughter, my mother, as someone to hold true as family. As from this day I make a vow that I will live to make you proud. I will live to honor the least you did for me whilst I myself had lost hope in myself. ONE DAY YOU TOLD ME NOT TO GO TO... BUT THROUGH MY STUBBORNNESS I STILL WENT. THAT DAY WAS THE DAY MY LIFE CHANGED FOR THE WORST BUT AS I REFLECT ON WHAT HAPPENED TO ME ON THAT DAY IT HAPPENED FOR THE BENIFIT OF ME AS YOU GAVE ME WHAT NO ONE ELSE COULD EVER GIVE TO ME. THAT WAS YOUR LOVE.
I VOW THAT THOUGH I MAY STUMBLE UPON MY PURSUIT I WILL FOREVER STRIVE TO MAKE YOU PROUD. I WILL CONTINUE YOUR NAME. I'D RATHER DIE THAN NOT MAKE YOU PROUD.
THANK YOU FOR THE ROLE YOU PLAYED IN MY LIFE. HAPPY B'LATED BIRTHDAY AND LASTLY MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE.
YOUR BELOVED GRANDSON,
Ziggy
