The darkness of deppression

The fact that I stutter, limp and have a scew foot really deppresses me.

At times of depression I wish that I wasn't alive and I could iscolate myself from this world! When these thoughts come I take into account that life and time waits for nobody!

Thing is, I may live in deppression and do nothing about my situation, however in the end it will it is not those around me who will be affected, but myself!

Tears will not bring me the strength that I need, but instead they will weaken me!

Psalm 23:4  Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

Even though I have not recieved what I want from God "I know" that every injustice will be for the good as in, You (injustice) intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives. Genesis 50:20.

The question I am asking myself is, What Am I Doing Now?

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